Friday, March 18, 2005
i remember sitting at the exact same spot, thinking about everything that happened before. well, i sat there again earlier on. honestly, i dont know why i keep doing things like that cos its not exactly the best way to kill boredom. doesnt matter. i sat there for a whole hour. just thinking ... and thinking ... and letting my mind drift. sometimes you cant help but wonder why God leaves you all alone and yet, He is there at other times. or maybe, everything around you feels wrong but you cant put a finger on it. it kills, you know. it does. do i even make sense? i know what im trying to say though. ah, to hell with this. like hsien-li said, sometimes you feel awful but there's no why to it. you just feel like it. thats right, fullstop!butterflykisses*4:25 PM